So I thought this was interesting.  This was last years entry at exactly this time...so I thought I'd see what was different or the same...tihs year's is bolded. 


Since I haven't written anything for months....
1. I hate that I'm wasting time and not studying right now.  Ditto!
2. I have an Anatomy test of Tuesday. I have a physiology test next Thursday/
3. I still have the muscle system to memorize (Ah!!!) I have to learn the electrophysiology of the heart.
4. We just had turkey.  We so totally just had turkey...
5. I think I'm going to be sick..... So far so good, lol. 
6. I haven't listened to any good music on a long time.  Nope.  Josh Turner, Would you go with me.  Great voice. 
7. I can never let things go.  I think I'm learning to mellow out a biiit. 
8. Kris won't e-mail me..... This is true, lol.  But now I could care less.
9. I had a birthday cake at home, and at work, so now I have two cakes.  They had pie at work.  But I had the last piece of cake. 
10. We had a garage sale this weekend.  Uh, no. 
11. We still have a lot of junk.... Heck yeah.
12. I'm stressed!  :S
13. After being in my pharmacol class, I now know more about cocaine than I ever thought I would. Since my pmcol class, I've forgotten everything I knew about cocaine. 

40 or more, and you're apparently spoiled.

( ) your own cell phone
( ) a television in your bedroom
( ) an iPod/mp3 player
( ) a photo printer
( ) your own phone line
( ) TiVo or a generic digital video recorder
(1) high-speed internet access (i.e., not dialup)
( ) a surround sound system in bedroom
( ) DVD player in bedroom
( ) at least a hundred DVDs
(2) a childfree bathroom
(3) your own in-house office
( ) a pool apartment's
( ) a guest house
( ) a game room
(4) a queen-size bed
(5) a stocked bar
(6) a working dishwasher
(7) an icemaker
(8) a working washer and dryer
(9) more than 20 pairs of shoes
(10) at least ten things from a designer store
( ) expensive sunglasses
(11) framed original art
( ) Egyptian cotton sheets or towels
(12) a multi-speed bike
(13) a gym membership
(14) large exercise equipment at home
( ) your own set of golf clubs
( ) a pool table
( ) a tennis court
(15 sorta) local access to a lake, large pond, or the sea
( ) your own pair of skis/snowboard
(16) enough camping gear for a weekend trip in an isolated area
( ) a boat
( ) a jet ski
( ) a neighborhood committee membership
(17) a beach house or a vacation house/cabin
(18 I guess) wealthy family members
( ) two or more family cars
(19) a walk-in closet or pantry
(20) a yard
( ) a hammock
( ) a personal trainer
(18) good credit (apparently managing money wisely makes you spoiled?)
(19) expensive jewelry
( ) a designer bag that required being on a waiting list to get
( ) at least $100 cash in your possession right now
( ) more than two credit cards bearing your name
( ) a stock portfolio
(20) a passport
( ) a horse
( ) a trust fund
(21 like, as in Blue Cross?) private medical insurance
( ) a college degree, and no outstanding student loans

Do you:
(22) shop for non-needed items for yourself (like clothes, jewelry, electronics) at least once a week
( ) do your regular grocery shopping at high-end or specialty stores
( ) pay someone else to clean your house, do dishes, or launder your clothes
( ) go on weekend mini-vacations
( ) send dinners back with every flaw PEOPLE SHOULD NEEEEVVVEEERRRR DO THIS
(23) wear perfume or cologne (not body spray)
( ) regularly get your hair styled/dyed or nails done in a salon
(24) have a job but don't need the money
(25) stay at home with little financial sacrifice
( ) pay someone else to cook your meals
( ) pay someone else to watch your children or walk your dogs
( ) regularly pay someone else to drive you
( ) expect a gift after you fight with your partner

Are you:
(26) an only child
( ) married/partnered to a wealthy person
(not anymore, lol) baffled/surprised/angered when you don't get your way

Have you:
( ) been on a cruise
(27) traveled out of the country
(28) met a celebrity
( ) been to the Caribbean
(29) been to Europe
( ) been to Hawaii
( ) been to New York
( ) eaten at the space needle in Seattle
( ) been to the Mall of America
( ) been on the Eiffel tower in Paris
( ) been on the Statue of Liberty in New York
( ) moved more than three times because you wanted to
(30 I'm sure there was someone important at the Nellie Luncheons) dined with local political figures
( ) been to both the Atlantic coast and the Pacific coast

Did you:
( ) go to another country for your honeymoon
( ) hire a professional photographer for your wedding or party
(31) take riding or swimming lessons as a child
( ) attend private school
(32, it was 17 but lets say it counts.) have a Sweet 16 birthday party thrown for you


See, 40 or more works, but "working washer and dryer" and "pay someone to drive you" are pretty different...unless of course we're talking about the obscene amount of money I pay for a bus pass, lol. And then I'm still not spoiled.

A - Available? Yes...
A - Age?: 20.
A - Annoyance: Stupid people, lol.

B - Best Friends?: Karyn (and the person I've known the longest). And Manda, but sadly, no communication.
B - Bar: good question.
B - Birthday?: Oct 6

C - Crush: *Sigh*
C - Car: Currently 2006 Chevrolet Malibu. Honda to come.
C - Cat: God no.

D - Dead Pets Name: I once captured a ladybug and kept it in a peanut butter jar. Lets call him Moe.
D - Dads Name: Frank
D - Dog: A good animal indeed.

E - Easiest person to talk to: Yup, Karyn...I know she'll put up with it, lol.
E - Eggs: Must NEVER be snotty. Otherwise, awesome.
E - Email: I have 4.


F - Favorite color: yellow/blue/green in no particular order.
F - Food: Is good!
F - Foreign Slang: Huh? Oh, like "Ciao"? I say that a long...it's not really slang tho..

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: You know those pink and blue sugar covered sour worms? Fantastic.
G - God: Good guy.
G - Good Time: Time for what?

H - Hair Color: brown.
H - Height: 5'8"
H - Happy: Yeah, sure.

I - Ice Cream: Totally vanilla.
I - Instrument: Radio....
I - Idol: I love Simon. Sure he's mean, but he's always right.

J - Jewelry: Earrings, necklace, watch, and bracelets when I can.
J - Job: Pharm Assistant
J - Joke: Haha?

K - Kids: none
K - Karate: What's the question?
K - Kite: Made one in elementary. Don't recall it working.

L - Longest Car Ride: Drumheller. You know that nauseating feeling in a plane where your ears hurt? It happens in cars too.
L - Longest Relationship: Everyone:1 Me:0
L - Last person you spoke to on the Phone: Someone who wanted a refill.

M - Milk Flavor: Yeah, no kidding- milk.
M - Mothers Name: Milena
M - Movie Last Watched: Foyle's War? Cast Away...I can't believe he lost Wilson...

N - Number of Siblings: Does 2 halves make 1 ?
N - Northern or Southern: Carolina?
N - Name: Melissa.

O - One Wish?: Sanity
O - One Phobia? Bees...more of a "fear" not a phobia
O - Only goal: To not be a bum, lol.

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Divorced
P - Part of your appearance that you like best: Eyes....mouth...nose. I like my features, lol.
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I can be pretty quick sometimes.

Q - Quote: Don't really have one.
Q - Question for the next person:
Q - Quick or Slow?: Well.....quick-quick-slow and we have a foxtrot.

R - Reason to smile: Friends
R - Reality TV Show: Too many now that I think about it.
R - Right or Left: Left

S - Song Last Heard: Believe - Sugarland.
S - Season: Fall.
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 6:22am
T - Time Now: 8:45pm
T - Time for bed: 12 probably.

U - Unknown Facts about me: They're unknown for a reason.
U - Unicorns?: Kinda overrated.
U - U are a......?: Female. We covered this, no?

V - Vegetable you hate: Carrots...and cauliflower.
V - Vegetable you love: Onions, mushroms, broccoli (All very conveniently found in stirfry)
V - View on Politics: Depends on the contention.

W- Worst Habits: VERY lazy.
W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: That might jinx it.
W- Where are you traveling to next?: Pfch..nowhere.

X - X-Rays: Why doesn't the technician just put a smock on and stay in the room with me - why exactly do they have to leave, lol. And I've had quite a number.
X - X-Rated Porn: X? Not as porny as XXX?
X - chromosome: I have two :) (2 X's that is)

Y - Year you were born: 1985
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow? Nice color depending on the shade.

Z - Zoo Animal: The monkey's are so sad...
Z - Zodiac: Libra
Z- Zests: Miracle Whip, lol.

Ahhhh, Karyn look at my journal; I have a problem!!! :|

Just let go huh?

Does anyone feel like laughing hysterically right now? Anyone? OOh! OOh! *raises hand*

So yeah....My reading week was really nothing special.  I don't really remember that far back, but on the Saturday I worked all daywith Ilham which was really fun because she's pretty funky for someone who's a pharmacist.  Then on Sunday I had to go to chuuch, which was fairly normal except for the kicker part....all week, these missionaries from Croatia were there, so for whatever dumbass reason, Iwas expected to go to all the talks that they had.  So that night (after having been in church for 2 and a half hours), I had to go again that evening for another 1.5 to listen to junk.  Monday I did crap all, and at night we went to church again...from 6:30 to 9:30...no shit.  Tuesday I went to school and then worked until 3-7, at which time I also went to chuch again from 7:30 till 9:45.  Wednesday my day was the same except praise the lord, no church...Thursday I didn't work but was at church....hell, get this....from 5:30 till 10:30.  First confession, then mass, then the lecture thing.  It's brutal.  I don't mind being in church and listening to all that and whatnot - some of it was even interesting.  But frick is it awful to sit for that long...and it's not like you can get up and walk around or anything....Friday I was at school again and had to work, but no church (again, thank god) and then Satuday I didn't do much, Sunday we went shopping a bit, but we have to return the item, and then  this I spent filling out U of A applications for Tuesday, which I dropped off yesterday.  I ended up not applying to pharmacy.  I'm pretty sure my marks won't get me in, and it's literally throwing away 100 bucks...so I applied to my other two things, and I'm fairly confident that I'll get in.  All in all, it was actually kind of relieving to get those applications in.  I felt it was quite productive...like I'm planning on ding something with my life. 

Aaaaand there you have it.

Ohh :( You know you're an adult and have supposed better things to do when you don't even have time to go on the computer...

i think i just need a pep talk.

Ever had a creepy person have a crush on you? It's one thing when you like someone and so you act dumb, but you figure you're not really, and it's another thing to know that someone likes you and you know that they're acting dumb, lol. Which brings me to my next point. Dumb could signify funny, but in this case what I actually mean is gosh-darn weird.

In short, there's a guy from the group of us (like 20 people) and he's recently kind of come out of his shy shell, and he's talking more and blah blah blah...so a few weeks ago, he and I had a very pleasant conversation, and to be honest (without sounding totally like this is about me), he seemed very into the fact that we were talking. And now, he's like...being creepy! Using my name all the time....picking off lint, looking at me with this weir perma-grin when he thinks I don't notice. I know it sounds dumb, but when I catch him looking, it's like he's in his own little world of god knows what, and frankly it's really weird.

The worst part obviously is that I don't like him like that at alll. I was just being friendly, and I think he took that to mean something else. To be honest, it's creepin' me out that Monday's V-Day. Tim was saying that maybe I'm reading into it, but he also admits he's noticed the change.

I could go on except that I've been talking about this for way too long, lol.

Other than that I'm pretty sure I've failed the last of my tests that I wrote yesterday, and on top of that, my next round of them starts next Wednesday. Yeah, I know - it's insane. Why do I feel so dumb. And honestly, like, the tests that I cared about the least, I did the best in. That's really really sad. My only consolation is that all the tests I failed, other people failed too. We all feel stupid. We think we are - we're pretty sure on that one. It's awful.

Oh, and what was supposed to be piddly cash duty at the pharmacy has turned into doing everything but having to count pills. And don't get my wrong - it sounds like I was expecting to do that - but no, it's rather that I wasn't expecting to have to reshelve, reorder, file, clean, cash out, etc. What the hell, do they think I've done this before or something ????

*whimper.

Aaaand, why the hell is the distressed smiley face so vulgar?