Melissa

ithinkitstheend @ 2006-10-08T20:45:00

2006-10-09T02:52:10Z

So I thought this was interesting. This was last years entry at exactly this time...so I thought I'd see what was different or the same...tihs year's is bolded.

Since I haven't written anything for months....
1. I hate that I'm wasting time and not studying right now. Ditto!
2. I have an Anatomy test of Tuesday. I have a physiology test next Thursday/
3. I still have the muscle system to memorize (Ah!!!) I have to learn the electrophysiology of the heart.
4. We just had turkey. We so totally just had turkey...
5. I think I'm going to be sick..... So far so good, lol.
6. I haven't listened to any good music on a long time. Nope. Josh Turner, Would you go with me. Great voice.
7. I can never let things go. I think I'm learning to mellow out a biiit.
8. Kris won't e-mail me..... This is true, lol. But now I could care less.
9. I had a birthday cake at home, and at work, so now I have two cakes. They had pie at work. But I had the last piece of cake.
10. We had a garage sale this weekend. Uh, no.
11. We still have a lot of junk.... Heck yeah.
12. I'm stressed! :S
13. After being in my pharmacol class, I now know more about cocaine than I ever thought I would. Since my pmcol class, I've forgotten everything I knew about cocaine.

14. I perfer Coke over Pepsi. Yet I've only drank pepsi in the last while.
15. Coke used to have cocaine as an ingredient. Well okay, I remember this part.
16. I really want to go shopping. Yes
17. I love my job. Yes :)
18. I get lonely more often than I should... *sigh...
19. Tho I have too much to do, I'm looking forward to watching Grey's Anatomy tonight. It has now moved to Thursdays. And I missed last weeks episode. And I missed the replay. So I missed it all this week.
20. I love Nip/Tuck too....and it probably means I'm a perv, lol. I don't know what happened to this show. I miss it, lol.

Hm. Time doesn't change that much does it, lol.

Noooo bad shoes....

2006-07-02T19:52:41Z

Which of Henry VIII's wives are you?
this quiz was made by Lori Fury

ithinkitstheend @ 2006-05-28T14:03:00

2006-05-28T20:04:52Z

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	High
Pride:	Very High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Hm...I really would have thought I'd score higher on anger. Lol, maybe I've learned to loosen up. And so what's wrong with being proud anyway?

Like I have time to waste doing this...

2006-04-18T00:30:49Z

40 or more, and you're apparently spoiled.

( ) your own cell phone
( ) a television in your bedroom
( ) an iPod/mp3 player
( ) a photo printer
( ) your own phone line
( ) TiVo or a generic digital video recorder
(1) high-speed internet access (i.e., not dialup)
( ) a surround sound system in bedroom
( ) DVD player in bedroom
( ) at least a hundred DVDs
(2) a childfree bathroom
(3) your own in-house office
( ) a pool apartment's
( ) a guest house
( ) a game room
(4) a queen-size bed
(5) a stocked bar
(6) a working dishwasher
(7) an icemaker
(8) a working washer and dryer
(9) more than 20 pairs of shoes
(10) at least ten things from a designer store
( ) expensive sunglasses
(11) framed original art
( ) Egyptian cotton sheets or towels
(12) a multi-speed bike
(13) a gym membership
(14) large exercise equipment at home
( ) your own set of golf clubs
( ) a pool table
( ) a tennis court
(15 sorta) local access to a lake, large pond, or the sea
( ) your own pair of skis/snowboard
(16) enough camping gear for a weekend trip in an isolated area
( ) a boat
( ) a jet ski
( ) a neighborhood committee membership
(17) a beach house or a vacation house/cabin
(18 I guess) wealthy family members
( ) two or more family cars
(19) a walk-in closet or pantry
(20) a yard
( ) a hammock
( ) a personal trainer
(18) good credit (apparently managing money wisely makes you spoiled?)
(19) expensive jewelry
( ) a designer bag that required being on a waiting list to get
( ) at least $100 cash in your possession right now
( ) more than two credit cards bearing your name
( ) a stock portfolio
(20) a passport
( ) a horse
( ) a trust fund
(21 like, as in Blue Cross?) private medical insurance
( ) a college degree, and no outstanding student loans

Do you:
(22) shop for non-needed items for yourself (like clothes, jewelry, electronics) at least once a week
( ) do your regular grocery shopping at high-end or specialty stores
( ) pay someone else to clean your house, do dishes, or launder your clothes
( ) go on weekend mini-vacations
( ) send dinners back with every flaw PEOPLE SHOULD NEEEEVVVEEERRRR DO THIS
(23) wear perfume or cologne (not body spray)
( ) regularly get your hair styled/dyed or nails done in a salon
(24) have a job but don't need the money
(25) stay at home with little financial sacrifice
( ) pay someone else to cook your meals
( ) pay someone else to watch your children or walk your dogs
( ) regularly pay someone else to drive you
( ) expect a gift after you fight with your partner

Are you:
(26) an only child
( ) married/partnered to a wealthy person
(not anymore, lol) baffled/surprised/angered when you don't get your way

Have you:
( ) been on a cruise
(27) traveled out of the country
(28) met a celebrity
( ) been to the Caribbean
(29) been to Europe
( ) been to Hawaii
( ) been to New York
( ) eaten at the space needle in Seattle
( ) been to the Mall of America
( ) been on the Eiffel tower in Paris
( ) been on the Statue of Liberty in New York
( ) moved more than three times because you wanted to
(30 I'm sure there was someone important at the Nellie Luncheons) dined with local political figures
( ) been to both the Atlantic coast and the Pacific coast

Did you:
( ) go to another country for your honeymoon
( ) hire a professional photographer for your wedding or party
(31) take riding or swimming lessons as a child
( ) attend private school
(32, it was 17 but lets say it counts.) have a Sweet 16 birthday party thrown for you

See, 40 or more works, but "working washer and dryer" and "pay someone to drive you" are pretty different...unless of course we're talking about the obscene amount of money I pay for a bus pass, lol. And then I'm still not spoiled.

ithinkitstheend @ 2006-02-22T20:32:00

2006-02-23T03:50:02Z

A - Available? Yes...
A - Age?: 20.
A - Annoyance: Stupid people, lol.

B - Best Friends?: Karyn (and the person I've known the longest). And Manda, but sadly, no communication.
B - Bar: good question.
B - Birthday?: Oct 6

C - Crush: *Sigh*
C - Car: Currently 2006 Chevrolet Malibu. Honda to come.
C - Cat: God no.

D - Dead Pets Name: I once captured a ladybug and kept it in a peanut butter jar. Lets call him Moe.
D - Dads Name: Frank
D - Dog: A good animal indeed.

E - Easiest person to talk to: Yup, Karyn...I know she'll put up with it, lol.
E - Eggs: Must NEVER be snotty. Otherwise, awesome.
E - Email: I have 4.

F - Favorite color: yellow/blue/green in no particular order.
F - Food: Is good!
F - Foreign Slang: Huh? Oh, like "Ciao"? I say that a long...it's not really slang tho..

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: You know those pink and blue sugar covered sour worms? Fantastic.
G - God: Good guy.
G - Good Time: Time for what?

H - Hair Color: brown.
H - Height: 5'8"
H - Happy: Yeah, sure.

I - Ice Cream: Totally vanilla.
I - Instrument: Radio....
I - Idol: I love Simon. Sure he's mean, but he's always right.

J - Jewelry: Earrings, necklace, watch, and bracelets when I can.
J - Job: Pharm Assistant
J - Joke: Haha?

K - Kids: none
K - Karate: What's the question?
K - Kite: Made one in elementary. Don't recall it working.

L - Longest Car Ride: Drumheller. You know that nauseating feeling in a plane where your ears hurt? It happens in cars too.
L - Longest Relationship: Everyone:1 Me:0
L - Last person you spoke to on the Phone: Someone who wanted a refill.

M - Milk Flavor: Yeah, no kidding- milk.
M - Mothers Name: Milena
M - Movie Last Watched: Foyle's War? Cast Away...I can't believe he lost Wilson...

N - Number of Siblings: Does 2 halves make 1 ?
N - Northern or Southern: Carolina?
N - Name: Melissa.

O - One Wish?: Sanity
O - One Phobia? Bees...more of a "fear" not a phobia
O - Only goal: To not be a bum, lol.

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Divorced
P - Part of your appearance that you like best: Eyes....mouth...nose. I like my features, lol.
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I can be pretty quick sometimes.

Q - Quote: Don't really have one.
Q - Question for the next person:
Q - Quick or Slow?: Well.....quick-quick-slow and we have a foxtrot.

R - Reason to smile: Friends
R - Reality TV Show: Too many now that I think about it.
R - Right or Left: Left

S - Song Last Heard: Believe - Sugarland.
S - Season: Fall.
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 6:22am
T - Time Now: 8:45pm
T - Time for bed: 12 probably.

U - Unknown Facts about me: They're unknown for a reason.
U - Unicorns?: Kinda overrated.
U - U are a......?: Female. We covered this, no?

V - Vegetable you hate: Carrots...and cauliflower.
V - Vegetable you love: Onions, mushroms, broccoli (All very conveniently found in stirfry)
V - View on Politics: Depends on the contention.

W- Worst Habits: VERY lazy.
W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: That might jinx it.
W- Where are you traveling to next?: Pfch..nowhere.

X - X-Rays: Why doesn't the technician just put a smock on and stay in the room with me - why exactly do they have to leave, lol. And I've had quite a number.
X - X-Rated Porn: X? Not as porny as XXX?
X - chromosome: I have two :) (2 X's that is)

Y - Year you were born: 1985
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow? Nice color depending on the shade.

Z - Zoo Animal: The monkey's are so sad...
Z - Zodiac: Libra
Z- Zests: Miracle Whip, lol.

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-11-20T23:12:00

2005-11-21T06:12:47Z

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

WOO!!! That woulda been embarassing, considering...

2005-11-20T01:25:01Z

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

And here I am stuck with brown...

2005-11-20T01:14:07Z

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality

What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Hm...all good points.

2005-08-19T20:09:34Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Average?! That totally nixes two Exceptionals...

2005-08-10T04:31:57Z

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Some are actually quite pretty...

2005-06-07T04:12:19Z

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...

Quiz created with MemeGen!

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-06-02T21:48:00

2005-06-03T03:49:26Z

Ahhhh, Karyn look at my journal; I have a problem!!! :|

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-05-29T18:12:00

2005-05-30T00:13:20Z

Just let go huh?

Nice!!

2005-05-28T14:10:52Z

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-05-13T09:22:00

2005-05-13T15:23:30Z

Does anyone feel like laughing hysterically right now? Anyone? OOh! OOh! *raises hand*

Ohhh....that's just priceless.

2005-03-06T02:50:07Z

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	173

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ithinkitstheend @ 2005-03-02T21:40:00

2005-03-03T04:48:12Z

So yeah....My reading week was really nothing special. I don't really remember that far back, but on the Saturday I worked all daywith Ilham which was really fun because she's pretty funky for someone who's a pharmacist. Then on Sunday I had to go to chuuch, which was fairly normal except for the kicker part....all week, these missionaries from Croatia were there, so for whatever dumbass reason, Iwas expected to go to all the talks that they had. So that night (after having been in church for 2 and a half hours), I had to go again that evening for another 1.5 to listen to junk. Monday I did crap all, and at night we went to church again...from 6:30 to 9:30...no shit. Tuesday I went to school and then worked until 3-7, at which time I also went to chuch again from 7:30 till 9:45. Wednesday my day was the same except praise the lord, no church...Thursday I didn't work but was at church....hell, get this....from 5:30 till 10:30. First confession, then mass, then the lecture thing. It's brutal. I don't mind being in church and listening to all that and whatnot - some of it was even interesting. But frick is it awful to sit for that long...and it's not like you can get up and walk around or anything....Friday I was at school again and had to work, but no church (again, thank god) and then Satuday I didn't do much, Sunday we went shopping a bit, but we have to return the item, and then this I spent filling out U of A applications for Tuesday, which I dropped off yesterday. I ended up not applying to pharmacy. I'm pretty sure my marks won't get me in, and it's literally throwing away 100 bucks...so I applied to my other two things, and I'm fairly confident that I'll get in. All in all, it was actually kind of relieving to get those applications in. I felt it was quite productive...like I'm planning on ding something with my life.

Aaaaand there you have it.

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-02-23T10:33:00

2005-02-23T17:33:53Z

Ohh :( You know you're an adult and have supposed better things to do when you don't even have time to go on the computer...

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-02-22T13:17:00

2005-02-22T20:17:46Z

i think i just need a pep talk.

Ahhhh, creepy dude, creepy dude!!!!!!!!...............

2005-02-11T23:17:57Z

Ever had a creepy person have a crush on you? It's one thing when you like someone and so you act dumb, but you figure you're not really, and it's another thing to know that someone likes you and you know that they're acting dumb, lol. Which brings me to my next point. Dumb could signify funny, but in this case what I actually mean is gosh-darn weird.

In short, there's a guy from the group of us (like 20 people) and he's recently kind of come out of his shy shell, and he's talking more and blah blah blah...so a few weeks ago, he and I had a very pleasant conversation, and to be honest (without sounding totally like this is about me), he seemed very into the fact that we were talking. And now, he's like...being creepy! Using my name all the time....picking off lint, looking at me with this weir perma-grin when he thinks I don't notice. I know it sounds dumb, but when I catch him looking, it's like he's in his own little world of god knows what, and frankly it's really weird.

The worst part obviously is that I don't like him like that at alll. I was just being friendly, and I think he took that to mean something else. To be honest, it's creepin' me out that Monday's V-Day. Tim was saying that maybe I'm reading into it, but he also admits he's noticed the change.

I could go on except that I've been talking about this for way too long, lol.

Other than that I'm pretty sure I've failed the last of my tests that I wrote yesterday, and on top of that, my next round of them starts next Wednesday. Yeah, I know - it's insane. Why do I feel so dumb. And honestly, like, the tests that I cared about the least, I did the best in. That's really really sad. My only consolation is that all the tests I failed, other people failed too. We all feel stupid. We think we are - we're pretty sure on that one. It's awful.

Oh, and what was supposed to be piddly cash duty at the pharmacy has turned into doing everything but having to count pills. And don't get my wrong - it sounds like I was expecting to do that - but no, it's rather that I wasn't expecting to have to reshelve, reorder, file, clean, cash out, etc. What the hell, do they think I've done this before or something ????

*whimper.

Aaaand, why the hell is the distressed smiley face so vulgar?

ithinkitstheend @ 2005-01-28T16:12:00

2005-01-28T23:13:07Z

I'm so tiiired....I'm going to bed early tonight.

Aaaand I did in fact fail my chem midterm.

Oooh boy oh boy...

2005-01-21T23:09:28Z

Next week, I am seriously fucked.

Hmm....

2005-01-12T23:19:50Z

That roll I was on before rolled off the end of a cliff yesterday. It's incredible that someone can have such a shitty day. You know what it was, it was because I was so happy. That always comes back to the kick you right in ass, don't it.....

Today was a bit better....actually, pretty okay (Not that I'm happy about it :s). In biochem this guy wasn't there (I think his name is Chris...I had chem with him last semester, but I was never officially told a name, lol) and so when I ran into him in the hall later he asked/I offered the notes (this is a cute story by the way, so that's why I'm telling it) and we set a time for me to give them to him after I re-wrote my usual chicken scratch...so then I caught him during his break and he was like (Now, imagine how un-macho-guy it is, only because he didn't miss a beat and it's something that I would say, lol). "Oh, wow, you have them already - wow, I love you, thanks!" Again, cute in my mind (plus that he genuinely was appreciative), perhaps because I've never met a guy who throws all those phrases out at once (in fact, I know one who actually sent an e-mail back calling me on it...) But anyway, it was cool.

And I went to the gym today...I was going to go yesterday, but I had a pissy experience with it, so I ended up not actually working out....today I went at lunch so there were a few less people. It's freaken crowded all of a sudden, and I realized that it's probably because of resolutions....so I figure I'll give it a few weeks for them to all fail, lol. I really dislike going at lunch though, just because I refuse to shower in public places unless absolutely necessary (which it rarely is) and I don't like going to class with the dreadful possibility of not smelling so peachy.

Haha...but anyway......
........

Aww frick.

2004-12-11T18:33:54Z

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Nerd
Your Favorite Band/Song	Nelly - Air Force Ones
You Like To Read:	Non-fiction novels
You Firmly Believe In:	God
Everyone Thinks You Are:	A complete loser
You Were Conceived:	52nd Street, New York City
You Will Marry:	No-one

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Oh, to be a student...

2004-12-11T18:32:01Z

Well it's Saturday...it's 11:12, and I'm at school. Truthfully, I wanted to come today just because I get like no work done at home. And if it's not just my laziness, it's the tv or something that messes me up. I'm planning on spending the day on chem. Yesterday (I'm talkin' like 8:15 till 2:45), I just almost finished one chapter. Stupidness...

As much as I'm not looking forward to the next 5 and a half awful days of my life, I really do want exams just to be over. I'm only extra stressing out because these are the marks I apply with. It's dumb...I have teh ability in all classes to get the mark I want after the final exam, but hell if I'm gonna get like 95 on some of these things. If it were just the one class fine, but not 5. And then there's those bozo's who are all like "Oh, I'm so buusyy!!" and then it turns out that they only have 3 classes, 2 of which are soci or psyc. Boohoo.

Aaanyway....so yeah. Here I am, feeling sorry for myself. I really gotta get out once exams are done. Literally, lol.